Fall of December stands the rise for a next year~

After a good rest for a couples of day and a wonderful christmas,now is time to note down my 2009 Christmas...Erm~it was too much stuff happened in this christmas,doubtedly,found no beginning of the story but however,briefly to say is so much fun,so much tiredness,so much shopping, and so much spending~~~
Let's the 23th of December light the story up, so much unfortunate stuff been happened on my sis and me during the way back to London...train delayed and we rush for the 1 last minute coach,bought two exceed expectation price underground tube ticket,the street was so slippery and two heavy luggage were in my hand,after we paid for the hostel we originally booked,my mom happened to phone us and ask us to go over,when we heading to the hotel where my mom is staying,i noticed that it was a wrong address,it was my bad~~~luckily a very kind british lady somehow show us the exact way and lead us to the station before we had a seperate destination...

But however,and however,things should be so down during this lovely moment...hahaXD, after we met...everything seem running smooth,and i bet it was better than that...we went around thh London with the accompaniment of travel agent...go around the town and had a great known of british history via the tour conductor as well as photo snapping~oh nevertheless,just wanna mention that the trip is all around malaysia.

This trip ends at early in the morning but this is not the end of the Christmas but the beginning.After waving to them,the noise of shopping has risen~a whole day of shopping consequences an absolute of exhaustion but i only bought 1 item in this immense and great advance sales~in UK,a great sale begins on Boxing day and onward which is 26th of December~~~days and days of shopping,the highest captured falls on my eldest sis but this is not surprising,hahaXD

At the end,i bought,two pairs of jeans,a pairs of shoes,a suit,skin care,perfume(a gift from my sis),an outerwear,underwear and ect lots of shopping???indeed!!!but i still wanna get a belt and a wallet but what i'd seen really not my thing or it is beyond my budget...Today,i went to my friend's house and done some cleaning stuff before my mom and sis come,all the stuff she left in the sink was absolutely disguting in smell...oh gosh,and i have to wash it by tomorrow before my mom's arrival...well,tomorrow,i will bring my mom and sis to my place after they paid my eldest sis's place for 3days...1 week left to go before i return to the school...hopefully,my mom and sis enjoy the schedule i prepared for them but honestly really nothing much..

Erm~~~photos will be as soon as possible uploaded,have my promise^^
Before i click on the "publish post",here at the first place,wishing u all happy new year and have a great and prospective future

Dashing the days in Sunderland~~~

Sunderland is really outstanding cold~cant stand the freezing weather so much...
Lowest temperature today hit the bottom of -3celcius and apparently it was snowing all day long~snow started to accumulate all around the street and the parked vehicles..hours and hours of snowing resulting the thickness of snow~the street looks extra bright with the cover of white bright snow~

Due to this chill,my sis decided to go for a small drink at her friend's place...
Drinking seem to be absolutely boring without entertainment,we was like looking at others faces and speak no word for a period of time...laughter broke the silent~
"Truth or dare" broke out from someone..so,let's do it...for the truth,after some questioning,minds were absolutely blown out...when came to the matter of dare...haha,thing seem to be so interesting..."truth" was just literally a starter for the game..and for the "dare" we definitely have to utilise the advance condition we ever got...the snow...

Everyone was having so much fun with the snow although it was like punishment...looks at the photo, feel us~



The guy in the photo seem so enjoy the way we ordered...and that's my turn..a armpit challenge..haha

So next~~~time for a snowman~a tiny little snow"kid" due to a catching of train..it's late in the night~and before the party came to an end...have some group photo~~~

December 16th~~~

Is been a fully-scheduled day~start packing and heading to my sis's place and pay her a christmas visit.hahaXD...Since most of preparetion had done yesterday, today just get rid all the annoying trash and some washing stuff then everything is then literally done...
Wake up in the morning~have a glance out through the window of my room...the field looks unusually mist...sth came out in my mind in the ever first place and it'll be it..BINGO,it's snowing out there~a friend of mine said Egham hardly snow but seem it did happen to snow,guess i'm the lucky one to spot this lovely scene..however...experientially taking about snowing, it's always a brief beauty but long last unconveniency to pedestrian...
Anyway,I'm gonna have a great time this christmas and i mean is so SERIOUSLY..hopefully everyone in my mind somehow has an equal enjoyable moment in this BIG TIME just like what i'll do it so excessively~~~just too excited!!!
Now,showing some picture of my Uni


HALL OF RESIDENCE




The second hall is the one i'm currently staying~~~

THE FOUNDER





Lecture Hall & Seminar room




Snowing moment

Tagged???Just for responding

A.The people who tag by your friends need to write your asnwer at your own blog ,
then delete a question that you don't like and add 1more your own question ,
still form 20 question ,
forward other 8 people .
List down the name of 8 people who need to asnwer your question ,
the name who been tag cannot reject to asnwer those questions .
B. This 8 people need to list down you tagged by which blog ,
and then continue to forward to another 8 people ,
make the game continue , cannot forward back .
The people who been tagged will received wishes from everbody ,
and their wish will come true in the future .


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1.Your name ?
James


2.Problems that make you depress recently ?
A hard knee-knocked on my leg


3.A weak point that could not endure the most by yourself ?
often feels uncertainty


4.When you met the person that you crush on ,
you will tell him/her bravely or just concern to him/her quietly ?
So far, no one can make me tell out bravely


5.Mention out 3 good points of the people who tagged you . ( Cannot be deleted )
She?
Silly?cute and a nice girl


6.Describe the outlook that the people who tagged you .
20%cute,40%pretty and 40%cool


7.What you want the most now ?
well-built
improvement in basketball
increase in height
motivation in studies


8.When you feel the happiest ?
not the moment when I cant stop laughing but a shallow smile hanging on my face occasionally..


9.The good point of your husband/wife/darling which you admire the most ?
Mature~
Understanding~
consideratable~
soft and gender~
pretty (off course)
kind


10. What is your own characteristic ?
( Your own opininon ! )
optimism~guess so


11. What you want to do the most now ?
Big holiday in Christmas


12. Which country/city you want to travel the most now ? Why ?
Taiwan
and wherever i never been to


13. Why you want to asnwer those question ?
Li Shan'd tagged me


14. What your Dar tell you will make you feel very hurt ?
She's sad?cause i cant make her happier when i'm by her side


15.When you will feel alone ?
when i need assistance and no one by my side


16. The last time that you drop your tears recently .
Ages ago,cant recall


17. Is better for me to be single ?
When I'm single,i wanna someone with me~
But in the opposite,sometime feel like it's better to be single


18. Family more important or your life partner ?
Family for sure*agree .


19. You hope that people who tagged you will become your .... ?
Beyond best friend


20. Which features of your face that you feel that is most nice ?
Smile and serious look

Is all over~(images previewer)

Yup~everything is over...just another competition to be won(hopefully,they are tough)before Xmas...feeling so released~






Can you see that???that's what my housemate built..haha,a really creative couple~
These are all made by candy,cookies and chocolate~it was so cool...

Next, just wanna show u my how my room looks like~~~







Quite tidy right???haha, for a guy but actually i had tidy up neat before i took these pictures^^
Christmas is coming,and my mom and my sis are coming over,i'm so excited...
Once before that,i will probably pay my sis a visit~looking forward for that.at least someone can cook for me and i wont be so boring(hopefully,as the place she's living is a boring and freezing place)
Ending here,to everyone in the world and the rest, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

Boxin' me out with no time!!!

I'm just too busy~

To-do-list:~
1) 2 1500words essay
2) Old collegemates gathering
3) Friend's birthday party
4) Statistic Exam
5) 2 games in a week
6) Training
7) Friend's singing competition

It is too much and too much in my day and night.i'm so suffocating~
Need a deep breath under the fresh air~
Just to update my blog, new post will be posted after i have my head after all these stuff~

Anyway, christmas is coming soon~here, wishing all people that know me, Hohoho Merry Christmas ^^

Realize that it is a persistence and gradually turns to be a habit~

*To whom who miss me*^^




A couple days ago,my nose bleed again and I started to adapt this situation as this is not the first time because followed by my record of bleeding for 7days in a row in the beginning of the year.This time seem to be slightly better compared to previous because somehow at least it was not 3days continuously whereas it did stop to bleed in the second day but this didn't stay till the third day.
Why this possible to happen?I used to experience bleeding nose because of the hot weather in Malaysia but currently the weather here is so much different compared to M'sia,it is a huge distinction~
But,now gradually i start to be comfortable with it.Take it easy but fortunately,it only happen when I'm taking my shower.1 of the good stuff from the worst,i aint going to enjoy it if my nose bleed at in sudden when I am walking on the street.It will be so embarrassing and difficult.
Finally,what coming up next is my deadline of 2 1500words essays.Next week will be the date,oh gosh,I haven't get anything started.I had seen the topic,both topics are so difficult.Hopefully,I can get through this~

Nothing more for special concern~~~

Today...i'm gonna to talk about my very usual life~
As usual,i went for a game yesterday against University of Westminster and finally won by 3..whao~what a close game...I did't play for the game but me again to record the players' states...It was a easy but hard job..100% focus needed in order not to make any mistake and reporting players' personal foul to the coach~
My team made 3 out of 23 3-pointer...what a unbelievable state =.=" but somehow we managed to win the game,erm,kinda satisfied...honestly,no matter how much we won as long as is a leading game,it will definitely gratify me~

Weather here is kinda strange~weeks ago,it was so freezing at night and even in the morning~but now,it is not that cold as usual,i even open up my window to sleep~
Nevertheless~the wind is so strong~never ever experience such powerful wind before~
It blew me away~and now,i have to focus on my studies...and not only that
I have made a short-term objectives for myself:-

1)Do well in exam, but not necessary with an outstanding result~
2)Diet, tend to maintain at approximately,75-80kg
3)Keep fit, work out in the gym more than always~
4)Performance in basketball, try to somehow get back my radar and get improved sooner or later as i got a coach from NBA,believe me that i wont want to miss this great opportunity

An additional white spotted~~~

Yesterday,I went to Staines alone~a town just after the current town i'm living now.
Just for your information,the town that i'm living now is Egham...is a small town...the only shop that people always go and have to go is Tesco~Can you feel me???
Well,let's stick back to the topic,i went for shopping yesterday alone~just tend to get something bought...Actually,something did attracted me the day before yesterday when i went to Staines with my friend for the movie 2012..Oh,talking about the movie..it was great~felt sad to the death of the fatty,lets silence 1minute for him.......

1minute after...

The movie is quite inspirable...It gave us a lesson about that as soon as your boyfriend died...go back to your ex-husband asap...care no more..give him a kiss...hahahahXD...just kidding,i guess u all understand...Indeed,it is a great movie~

Oh,I managed to buy a new pair of shoes...The pictures above show the shoes that i'd bought*(try to be a bit formal)...Without any reason...i just love shoes in white so much..cant stop loving it~nice huh???

Frustrated to be motivated

Another easy game for today...Our rivals happened to show up half an hour late but that was not the thing that infuriated us,the thing was, they came without kits...they were dressed up with their own shirt???!!!It was so bad!!!But literally we were already said to be won by 20points for their disrespect toward the game...but my coach persisted to play as a game...both referees had gone probably they thought our rivals weren't coming or possibly get angry???Consequently,our coach became the only referee for the game~~~
As usual,they were not well trained,not well organized but they do got couples of good players playing in the game...We won it by more than 20,but no one seem to be very aggressive in the game~


But unfortunately,it was a dreadful game for me~I somehow hit a buzzer beater in the fourth quarter and it was all for me...2points overall...
I was frustrated toward my recent performance..what the hell is happening on me???
Previously,i shot at least 7 air-balls in a game..however,i managed to make my lay-up..that was the only thing to be satisfied...
Is it true that i was indeed demotivated because they weren't good enough???or i was worsen either in my skills and notions or probably passion toward basketball due to the brilliant strength and absolutely great capacity of my team???and resulting me rely too much on my team and never ever tend to contribute to my team?
If the God knows...Please!!kindly give me a clue don't left me suffering in unknown~i'm seriously begging for Your great sign leading me to a further stage in my basketball career or else just let me sustain in my previous peak~~~
Disappointed alots~

Goals to be achieved and it is refers to personal behaviour and motivation~

If notion is accepted as a significant biological or genetic component of aggresion then i'm possibly be the one of the most potential component to blame of letting the existence of reduction happened in my study's motivation...

I'd been wandering too long in my life aimlessly and now it is the crucial moment to occupy me a reasonable and corresponding goal intentionally as an invisible motion to push me further with the right intention about my future...

Tend to get something going back to the right lane now cause I knew deeply in my heart that i'm way off the accurate lane and slightly demotivated in my current career.Gotta gather the right attitudes,great motivations and the most important,the passions toward studies sooner than later.

I can make it~Do what i know is right and what is necessary.
Friends of mine,believe me that I'll give a great effort in it.
I will stick absolutely tight to my words "Play hard & Study hard"
Basketball games will still part of my life and as well as parties and entertainments
and what it called social life~
I'm not holding hopefully in this case but i'm serious.
I can and i will definitely achieve my goalS~~~

We were absolutely FROZEN!!!

Today...I received a sudden message in the afternoon saying that our basketball team gotta take a group photo at 5.30pm

After 5pm...the sky was getting dark simultaneously the weather was getting freezing...it is a freezing winter currently, and we were asked to change with our team kits on for the group photo...*are u serious???that was not the worst thing yet...after we grabbed our own kit, the horrible stuff finally occurred...it was wet~we were in hurry,so we just changed it on the spot neglecting any vision by the passer-bys...everyone were shivering..haha..great experience...1 of my friend said he will definitely laugh out loud when he sees the photo...however,1 of them said it felt like Summer =.="

After that was training session,i hurted my ankle...so, i was doing some shooting practise alone at aside of the court...i found out a better shooting position for me...and it works pretty well...Glad^^

Finally...have a great spectate at my game against Brunel,the link is shown below~~~
http://www.tony-hart.com/galleries/rhulmbasketball/index.html

This is just simply for promotion

Recently,i bought this...is a speaker for Ipod...I can even use it as clock and alarm..not too bad huh???This a good item...i like it...as i like music..i think it's worthy..talking about the price...urm~seriously i already forgot but should be under £60~~~

Stop all these arrogant!!!

People from China are so loaded~They spend money without elaborating the worthiness of the item...They wear high prestige brands all around their body which costs so much money but they did't even have a look at the price of the item they intend to buy...Is this a luxury intention???or they just don't mind and even their parents are so rich that they are borned to spend in that way???I have got no word to impose toward these "royal"

Today,I went to Chinatown along with two friends,just wanna fix my laptop but finally,they told me that my motherboard had ruined...great disappointment...gotta buy a new 1???but this was just bought by last December~gonna spend money again~what is the better laptop i could have?

After that,had a shopping at Adidas,SelfFrigde and Foot locker...i saw a pair D&G white shoes...this shoes really caught my interest but unfortunately,it costs me £200,approximately...then my mind just blown off on spot but it's still in my consideration,honestly i will definitely buy it if there's a discount~the rest of my friends bought a pair of basketball shoes each...haha..1 of them bought a limited edition Nike transformer basketball shoes..it was adorable which is £100...

Disabled right handed~~~

These days...i'm totally fed up with my right hand~it's so useless...eff off~i cant make easy lay-up at all...i am pissed off of myself...why?why could this possible to happen???lack of concentration?but i focus so much in the court...frustrated!!!~DROP IT!!!

Yesterday...i sprained my right ankle...but it's kind of happiness for me...been a long long time i did't experienced the pain and the feeling~sounds ironic???hahaXD On the spot...felt like i'm back to my previous coaching life..feel great~This is not necessary a bad thing for me...i'm just literally sat back...and watching my teammates running,doing that silly stamina training..suicides..sprinting like hell...whereas i...just having my sweet time with my injured ankle at aside~

Sometimes...sharing secret or shout out something in your mind that worried you for ages is a good idea~minutes ago...i just shared something that i rarely tell anyone else...i shared my childhood experiences with this friend..a considerably good friend..is a "she"...felt released at the moment...but honestly just a very short period of releasing..hahaXD...She told me something that i think every teenager might have to experience..but unfortunately she as a sister, is pretty hard for her to face such tough teenagers' "rebelling period"...sympathize her~

Comfortable leading but aim no comfortable feeling~

As very usual...yesterday, we won again...still undefeatable...easy leading in the league...but..poor performance lead me to demotivate...
Boring reading week..i suppose to read???but i seem like so bored in everything i'm concern about...the breakdown of my laptop had irritated me indeed...so much~why there's none any Dell repair shop around my town...do i really deserve to go till China Town which is so far away from my place alone..just for an unknown success repair???Sometimes i really feel like buying a new laptop...
No clue...annoyance!go away!!!
I hate problems~This will definitely brings me frustration and infuriation~=.="

An extraordinary attempt~

Song :How Could Love
Composer :James

*(And now i'm so alone,living here without anyone's supervision
My world is snowing, and it's so cold that I cant love for another day~
It's so cold that even the regret I'm trying to suppress seems so obvious~
Loneliness is a sin to be forgiven~when love is over it bring tough struggles

How could love lets everyone's heart break and how it be consoled
How could love lets everyone shed tears and how it make people dehydrated

Try what???this time i tasted sadness...when will be your previous impressive love
Oh~love is like an improvise cold it could spread so easily and love~is so contagious
Everyone~can be so comfortable be persuaded) *2

Why love can be so~indispensable to be a part of our sense~~~!!!
Why don't we just stay to be one or be loved~~~
and finally we are not longer...alone~~~

Holds hell games~

I'd been on the job with games~whole Uni having a week of reading week and literally is a holiday~but my lecturer asserted that it's not holiday but it a great time for us to read and workout~who cares???
Two days ago...my team kicked our opponent out of the court..wee~~~a distinctive won by approximately 40points...it was absolutely frustrating that i was not in the game well...i'd crashed alots of lay-up and fast-break~no complaint from my teammate..but i am blaming to myself...but finally at the last quarter..i gratified all of them with two awesome lay-up..wahahhaXD...aint no word from ur mouth

I am representing my sch's chinese society to participate a friendly game against chinese-soc in University of Surrey...all chinese...haha...at least we having a fair game~greatly looking forward to that...
Another game will be next Monday...versus Goldsmith~how well they can???to what extent they are able to reach???let me penetrate them^^

Diggin' space off my time~

I'd been experienced an absolutely time insufficiency...been busying with training sessions,and as well as lectures and seminars...got a in class text later on~struggle with important stuff for the test..unfortunately..i failed to do so~
Getting injures throughtout the training...no idea how this always happen on me and can these injures stop entangling me???it's real irritated me..felt so frustrated~and the thing is...i got a game on tomorrow~
i still cant get that why people always say that Uni's life should be so much fun?
but this is not gonna apply on me prefectly~

Economics are the Killer

Oh gosh~my life in Uni is getting harder and harder...it's pretty easy weeks ago as i don't have anything to work out..but recently,just like a strike on me...2 exams are right in the corner..come on~i'm so struggling right now, i never learn anything from either the lectures or seminars..and i'm started to worry about my course..it's real hard...way harder than i'd expected..oh no~~~god save me..

Oh,i got another interesting news today..9am in the morning..everyone is dragging their sleepy body to the seminar class...but some person is hyperactive at the moment..
This morning,i found 1...a guy...he happened to knock at our seminar room's glass to gain our attention on him..and he did something that he feel very proud to himself...he proved to us..guess what???he showed us his ASS!!!He stuck his ass on the glass for 30second i guess then he ran away...stupid silly guy~=.="

Getting Addicted~

These day,i'm very addicted with blogging...haha..good thing to start with..right???

Previously,i'm very down,feel like why i'm studying abroad???it's nothing better compared with studying domestically, is it because of loneliness?i always deny that i am not afraid of desolateness but realistically, i always need companion stay beside me, not necessary my friends, what i really miss probably is my family, i thought i was tough enough to avoid unnecessary homesick? Honestly~i'm not that tough enough to the matter of homesick..i'd called my mom twice in this couples of week but she didn't happen to pick up my call~what she was busying with???she used to call me very often~~~
And another thing is that i am badly ill~suffering with running nose and cough~
i gonna cough my lungs out somedays..it's real suffocating...further down,i seem like learnng nothing since the first lecture class till now...kinda worry about my study...seem like nothing getting in the right lane =.=" and my classmates looks pretty good in everything~

Despite the previous matters, i found out that my English is still way to far to the actual UK english...trying hard to figure what problem with my english but unfortunately seem like nothing gonna come out this soon~daily conversation, level of understanding, vocabulary and expression etcetera(etc)...is not any simply that i expected but way too difficult =.="



HOWEVER, good luck would have it, something pleasant do happen...at least...as a consolation when i'm dying down~my basketball mates do treat me well, especially the two big black guys,Romeo and Junior,hahaXD...so glad to have u guys as my friends...sincerely appreciate all the joyful and hard time we had got through throughtout every sessions we got~we built our relationship with sweat, trust, reliant, courage and the most significant encouragement...Hope i really can mix with u guys,walking in ur life, i deeply believe it will be brilliant~^^



This morning~i attended a "strenght and conditioning" session..oh gosh~it was so hard..and the trainer said he already make it the easiest for us as majority people didn't have breakfast..=.="

We got 2 sets, first set in 30seconds in every single part and the following is 45seconds..but he said suppose to be at least 1minute..and i like,what???!!! He said he hope to see us next week...i think i'll most likely to skip this silly stuff=.="...Now i understand why British's football is so prestige throughout the world...at night, as in few hours ago to be more specific..just finish my Friday trainig session..feel like the coach is now more emphasize on me..hahaXD..good stuff to start with...seem like something has a change...my proportion playing in the court has increased dramatically~Great~~~at least, what i'd paid,i get a return for it...try hard,opportunity always given to the one that prepared...hold it or lose it ^^

Ohya~nearly forget to mention something important~i gonna stop smoking...and i really mean it..but i literally smoke for fun and i called it as social smoking when hanging around with friends..however,the amount of intake is getting seriously excessive..for my own good and future..i gonna stop it,hopefully i can make and i'll make it..my sister said something very inspirable, "Smokers wont get old as smoking kills younger" Haha,fairly true..i just wanna stay in this world older..to pass this message to my grand children and hopefully grand-grand children if possibility do exist..

Whao~this is too long like i writting an uni essay,hahaXD...^^" gonna stop right here~i had been edited this blog 3 time,haha i have too much to say~




PS: to my all lovely followers..does anyone says that my blog is too long or too irritating...making guys hard to read or continue to finish it???leave me a comment..many thanks..appreciate with your kindly cooperation (605words)XP

Come in your KIT night~

Whao~i went to the Kit Night yesterday~it was awesome..there was so..i called it over-crowded~Oh, forget to make the Kit Night clear..It's a clubbing night,held by the Student Union of Royal Holloway,open for mainly is for all sport players and club members with your own Kit on~but literally is open to public =.="

This over-crowded irritated me so much, they just squeezed and crushed u away when they wanna go pass..don't they know they are so huge???i'm merely wearing a "L size" at there...come on~~~eff off*...but anyway~this occurance wasn't so much offensive toward me ^^"

By the way,my team dominated the court yesterday,well done guys~regrettably i was not in the game whereas i was just sitting aside and holding a pen all the time and recording every player state..undeniable~it was indeed disgraceful for me as a player,a passion player..believe me that i devoted not any lesser concentration compared with u guys~

Although i did't play the game,however i somehow did enjoy equally joyful moment with u guys~

i'm still propitiated by happiness~but listen up guys~to be very honest with u, we really have to work up with our Defence!!!We had practically trained so much for D but ironically we still let they wide opened..Offence is admittedly essential but defense is still indispensable!!!

Get it?make it~

Tried hard~ain't no sense~ain't no destination

Oh gosh~i'd literally kicked out from the Uni's basketball selection~
WTF???i really thought i was in~how?i have been devoted so much attempt,time and concentration in it~what will be my compensation then?Some guys just literally shown up for two training sessions,and why i gave so much into it and i was really thought i was one of team as the reason why i'm so serious attending every events previously...
This really pushed me to the bottom of precipice...i did have a great time playing and coaching with u guys..sincerely hope i'm of u guys...finally, words don't come true~
Body disadvantage?height limitation?or i really not that good that i did expected?
I'm used to be a centre, i've changed my position, from centre to PF, then again from a PF to SF, and ironically currently due to my height, i can only play a guard???haha...it's so sarcastic~
Indeed, basketball is not suppose to be so easy and i know it in my heart but i din expect it's so much harder...
Steve coach, i'm not blaming u~u're really a good coach, u taught me something that i never think about when i play~
Blame no more,the thing is i really did perform that serious since the ever first training i've been~i thought i was way too good???i really have to work it out in my stamina,skills and attitude toward "basketball" Thanks~thanks to let me know more and mor about it~
Team in 3...3~2~1~ TEAM!!!!!!
Cheer up~i'll take the revenge