Boxin' me out with no time!!!

I'm just too busy~

To-do-list:~
1) 2 1500words essay
2) Old collegemates gathering
3) Friend's birthday party
4) Statistic Exam
5) 2 games in a week
6) Training
7) Friend's singing competition

It is too much and too much in my day and night.i'm so suffocating~
Need a deep breath under the fresh air~
Just to update my blog, new post will be posted after i have my head after all these stuff~

Anyway, christmas is coming soon~here, wishing all people that know me, Hohoho Merry Christmas ^^

Realize that it is a persistence and gradually turns to be a habit~

*To whom who miss me*^^




A couple days ago,my nose bleed again and I started to adapt this situation as this is not the first time because followed by my record of bleeding for 7days in a row in the beginning of the year.This time seem to be slightly better compared to previous because somehow at least it was not 3days continuously whereas it did stop to bleed in the second day but this didn't stay till the third day.
Why this possible to happen?I used to experience bleeding nose because of the hot weather in Malaysia but currently the weather here is so much different compared to M'sia,it is a huge distinction~
But,now gradually i start to be comfortable with it.Take it easy but fortunately,it only happen when I'm taking my shower.1 of the good stuff from the worst,i aint going to enjoy it if my nose bleed at in sudden when I am walking on the street.It will be so embarrassing and difficult.
Finally,what coming up next is my deadline of 2 1500words essays.Next week will be the date,oh gosh,I haven't get anything started.I had seen the topic,both topics are so difficult.Hopefully,I can get through this~

Nothing more for special concern~~~

Today...i'm gonna to talk about my very usual life~
As usual,i went for a game yesterday against University of Westminster and finally won by 3..whao~what a close game...I did't play for the game but me again to record the players' states...It was a easy but hard job..100% focus needed in order not to make any mistake and reporting players' personal foul to the coach~
My team made 3 out of 23 3-pointer...what a unbelievable state =.=" but somehow we managed to win the game,erm,kinda satisfied...honestly,no matter how much we won as long as is a leading game,it will definitely gratify me~

Weather here is kinda strange~weeks ago,it was so freezing at night and even in the morning~but now,it is not that cold as usual,i even open up my window to sleep~
Nevertheless~the wind is so strong~never ever experience such powerful wind before~
It blew me away~and now,i have to focus on my studies...and not only that
I have made a short-term objectives for myself:-

1)Do well in exam, but not necessary with an outstanding result~
2)Diet, tend to maintain at approximately,75-80kg
3)Keep fit, work out in the gym more than always~
4)Performance in basketball, try to somehow get back my radar and get improved sooner or later as i got a coach from NBA,believe me that i wont want to miss this great opportunity

An additional white spotted~~~

Yesterday,I went to Staines alone~a town just after the current town i'm living now.
Just for your information,the town that i'm living now is Egham...is a small town...the only shop that people always go and have to go is Tesco~Can you feel me???
Well,let's stick back to the topic,i went for shopping yesterday alone~just tend to get something bought...Actually,something did attracted me the day before yesterday when i went to Staines with my friend for the movie 2012..Oh,talking about the movie..it was great~felt sad to the death of the fatty,lets silence 1minute for him.......

1minute after...

The movie is quite inspirable...It gave us a lesson about that as soon as your boyfriend died...go back to your ex-husband asap...care no more..give him a kiss...hahahahXD...just kidding,i guess u all understand...Indeed,it is a great movie~

Oh,I managed to buy a new pair of shoes...The pictures above show the shoes that i'd bought*(try to be a bit formal)...Without any reason...i just love shoes in white so much..cant stop loving it~nice huh???

Frustrated to be motivated

Another easy game for today...Our rivals happened to show up half an hour late but that was not the thing that infuriated us,the thing was, they came without kits...they were dressed up with their own shirt???!!!It was so bad!!!But literally we were already said to be won by 20points for their disrespect toward the game...but my coach persisted to play as a game...both referees had gone probably they thought our rivals weren't coming or possibly get angry???Consequently,our coach became the only referee for the game~~~
As usual,they were not well trained,not well organized but they do got couples of good players playing in the game...We won it by more than 20,but no one seem to be very aggressive in the game~


But unfortunately,it was a dreadful game for me~I somehow hit a buzzer beater in the fourth quarter and it was all for me...2points overall...
I was frustrated toward my recent performance..what the hell is happening on me???
Previously,i shot at least 7 air-balls in a game..however,i managed to make my lay-up..that was the only thing to be satisfied...
Is it true that i was indeed demotivated because they weren't good enough???or i was worsen either in my skills and notions or probably passion toward basketball due to the brilliant strength and absolutely great capacity of my team???and resulting me rely too much on my team and never ever tend to contribute to my team?
If the God knows...Please!!kindly give me a clue don't left me suffering in unknown~i'm seriously begging for Your great sign leading me to a further stage in my basketball career or else just let me sustain in my previous peak~~~
Disappointed alots~

Goals to be achieved and it is refers to personal behaviour and motivation~

If notion is accepted as a significant biological or genetic component of aggresion then i'm possibly be the one of the most potential component to blame of letting the existence of reduction happened in my study's motivation...

I'd been wandering too long in my life aimlessly and now it is the crucial moment to occupy me a reasonable and corresponding goal intentionally as an invisible motion to push me further with the right intention about my future...

Tend to get something going back to the right lane now cause I knew deeply in my heart that i'm way off the accurate lane and slightly demotivated in my current career.Gotta gather the right attitudes,great motivations and the most important,the passions toward studies sooner than later.

I can make it~Do what i know is right and what is necessary.
Friends of mine,believe me that I'll give a great effort in it.
I will stick absolutely tight to my words "Play hard & Study hard"
Basketball games will still part of my life and as well as parties and entertainments
and what it called social life~
I'm not holding hopefully in this case but i'm serious.
I can and i will definitely achieve my goalS~~~

We were absolutely FROZEN!!!

Today...I received a sudden message in the afternoon saying that our basketball team gotta take a group photo at 5.30pm

After 5pm...the sky was getting dark simultaneously the weather was getting freezing...it is a freezing winter currently, and we were asked to change with our team kits on for the group photo...*are u serious???that was not the worst thing yet...after we grabbed our own kit, the horrible stuff finally occurred...it was wet~we were in hurry,so we just changed it on the spot neglecting any vision by the passer-bys...everyone were shivering..haha..great experience...1 of my friend said he will definitely laugh out loud when he sees the photo...however,1 of them said it felt like Summer =.="

After that was training session,i hurted my ankle...so, i was doing some shooting practise alone at aside of the court...i found out a better shooting position for me...and it works pretty well...Glad^^

Finally...have a great spectate at my game against Brunel,the link is shown below~~~
http://www.tony-hart.com/galleries/rhulmbasketball/index.html

This is just simply for promotion

Recently,i bought this...is a speaker for Ipod...I can even use it as clock and alarm..not too bad huh???This a good item...i like it...as i like music..i think it's worthy..talking about the price...urm~seriously i already forgot but should be under £60~~~

Stop all these arrogant!!!

People from China are so loaded~They spend money without elaborating the worthiness of the item...They wear high prestige brands all around their body which costs so much money but they did't even have a look at the price of the item they intend to buy...Is this a luxury intention???or they just don't mind and even their parents are so rich that they are borned to spend in that way???I have got no word to impose toward these "royal"

Today,I went to Chinatown along with two friends,just wanna fix my laptop but finally,they told me that my motherboard had ruined...great disappointment...gotta buy a new 1???but this was just bought by last December~gonna spend money again~what is the better laptop i could have?

After that,had a shopping at Adidas,SelfFrigde and Foot locker...i saw a pair D&G white shoes...this shoes really caught my interest but unfortunately,it costs me £200,approximately...then my mind just blown off on spot but it's still in my consideration,honestly i will definitely buy it if there's a discount~the rest of my friends bought a pair of basketball shoes each...haha..1 of them bought a limited edition Nike transformer basketball shoes..it was adorable which is £100...

Disabled right handed~~~

These days...i'm totally fed up with my right hand~it's so useless...eff off~i cant make easy lay-up at all...i am pissed off of myself...why?why could this possible to happen???lack of concentration?but i focus so much in the court...frustrated!!!~DROP IT!!!

Yesterday...i sprained my right ankle...but it's kind of happiness for me...been a long long time i did't experienced the pain and the feeling~sounds ironic???hahaXD On the spot...felt like i'm back to my previous coaching life..feel great~This is not necessary a bad thing for me...i'm just literally sat back...and watching my teammates running,doing that silly stamina training..suicides..sprinting like hell...whereas i...just having my sweet time with my injured ankle at aside~

Sometimes...sharing secret or shout out something in your mind that worried you for ages is a good idea~minutes ago...i just shared something that i rarely tell anyone else...i shared my childhood experiences with this friend..a considerably good friend..is a "she"...felt released at the moment...but honestly just a very short period of releasing..hahaXD...She told me something that i think every teenager might have to experience..but unfortunately she as a sister, is pretty hard for her to face such tough teenagers' "rebelling period"...sympathize her~

Comfortable leading but aim no comfortable feeling~

As very usual...yesterday, we won again...still undefeatable...easy leading in the league...but..poor performance lead me to demotivate...
Boring reading week..i suppose to read???but i seem like so bored in everything i'm concern about...the breakdown of my laptop had irritated me indeed...so much~why there's none any Dell repair shop around my town...do i really deserve to go till China Town which is so far away from my place alone..just for an unknown success repair???Sometimes i really feel like buying a new laptop...
No clue...annoyance!go away!!!
I hate problems~This will definitely brings me frustration and infuriation~=.="

An extraordinary attempt~

Song :How Could Love
Composer :James

*(And now i'm so alone,living here without anyone's supervision
My world is snowing, and it's so cold that I cant love for another day~
It's so cold that even the regret I'm trying to suppress seems so obvious~
Loneliness is a sin to be forgiven~when love is over it bring tough struggles

How could love lets everyone's heart break and how it be consoled
How could love lets everyone shed tears and how it make people dehydrated

Try what???this time i tasted sadness...when will be your previous impressive love
Oh~love is like an improvise cold it could spread so easily and love~is so contagious
Everyone~can be so comfortable be persuaded) *2

Why love can be so~indispensable to be a part of our sense~~~!!!
Why don't we just stay to be one or be loved~~~
and finally we are not longer...alone~~~